This was not a coincidence.
What is the Bisexual Bob?
But this isnt true.
Kathryn Vandervalk
I described Rachels haircut to my stylist at home over spring break, and she made the chop.
It was the old gay cliche: I was unsure whether I wanted to belikeRachel or bewithher.
Now, I understand the answer was both.
“You were my hair inspiration!
“I confessed, four tequila shots deep.
For days after, I felt crushing disappointment, the cause too obvious to ignore.
I came out to my close friends immediately.
But this time, I was trying to look like the woman I wanted to become.
But this quest for self-acceptance wasnt completein fact, it still isnt.
First, I told myself Id make the chop after I lost five pounds.
I wanted to ensure I still fit the mold of a conventionally attractive heterosexual woman.
So again, I faced my fears and made the chop.
The construction workers on my block stopped catcalling me, which made me simultaneously relieved and insecure.
Maybe Ill grow out my hair in the future, or maybe I wont.
